Live from Kings Dominion. Even though there are thousands of people about, I was able to procure a spot where I could avoid the general population and separate myself. I love amusement parks but I hate the crowds. I hate navigating my way through the masses trying to avoid bumping into people and the uncontrolled children. It’s taxing. I’m always on guard and it doesn’t come down until I’m actually on a ride. Which by the way, lasts all of 90 seconds 😆.
I’ve managed to make a nice little space for myself in my reserved cabana. I didn’t want to come today because my social battery is drained but the guilt of disappointing my woman-children (they’re 27 & 20) is my weakness. So here I am. Yes, this is a family trip and we’re about 16 deep. More peopling. Any who, they’re off about the park and I’m here beside the wave pool.
Thankfully my imagination is strong and I came prepared with my headphones. I’ve got a good playlist, and the volume is all the way up. In my mind, I’m at the beach. The lazy river was an experience on some far away island with lush greenery and fresh water instead of concrete, landscaping, and the smell of pool chemicals. The cabana staff are gorgeous sculpted melanated indigenous gods serving my every need, instead of pubescent teenagers. I am reveling in their beauty all the while breathing in relaxation and exhaling any stress.
I am in this moment grateful for this day and enjoying providing myself with some ease. I am learning to make space for my needs amongst everyone’s demands. I hope you are carving out time for yourself too.